I’ve become disenchanted with my day job, I have bad dreams about mortality and all of this leads me to believe that the goal is now to up skill myself to do freelance work of any kind and gain control of an area in my life which lacks control and direction.
I fill my day in planning for this dream however currently the biggest issue is finding the write laptop/pc to do this work in, as I have many interests around writing, photography and developing things. It all points to apple products, but the cost is a barrier despite all signs pointing to them being my only choice. Then it will be finding the time to up skill, during the time of family and work of which family always come first.
Even writing this blog post and feeling the click clack of my MacBook air keyboard is giving me the itch to be all that I can be to use a cliche.